Here I am at home posting for today...

I'm sick AGAIN!!! Morning wake up felt giddy and feel lyk vomitting but I can't. Its very er xin de lor...
Ltr going see doctor and get mc from the doctor. Pray that I can get well soon and go sch.
My studies are falling back. Hope that I can catch up? I have no confidence in myself. I just dunnoe why.
I'm getting sick more often den last year. Have become a weakling? Getting sick so often...
Ppl ask me how are you?
I'll always reply I'm fine. But the fact is I'm not. I'm just smiling on the outside but i'm sad inside.
Ppl always say that word out den they would say sorry.I always said it's ok.
But inside me, my heart is always bleeding.It's lyk a knife that had stabbed in my heart and someone took it out and the blood just can't stop.The pain is always there.
I want to forget everything and I don't even want to remember who I am.I just want to live my life lyk a normal 15 year old kid.
But can anyone make it happen? I really hope someone can do so.
Make all my misery gone.
The kid is confused and fustrated right now...If she vent everything on someone or somethings, she just want to say I'm sorry. she doesn't want things to happen lyk this too! Who wants sad things to happen? Nobody wants it to happen.

I have nothing else to say le :(
Going see docter liao...
Byes :(