I'm so sad rite now....
Why am I always talking the wrong things?
Why am I always the one that make ppl angry?
Am I a curse?
Serious I can't take it anymore...
Until when den can I stop crying coz of this things?
I really wanna stop!
I jus want to live my life the way that I wanted
Why can't it jus be that way?
Why must it always go the other way?
I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!
I wish I can die earlier den jiu no ned fan liao!
Must it always be me?
I Hate It!!!!
I Hate It!!!!
Go die suan le lah!
No ned care all this things le
Choices that I made are all wrong
What am I suppose to do?

High expectations from ppl
I don't even think I'm even suitable to stay in Express
I Sucks sia!
I Hate MYSELF!!!!
Useless girl which can do nothing!
All she know is make ppl angry or sad what else can she do...
She is so useless sia!!!
SHE HATE HERSELF!!!

Why must things go so difficult on me?
Sometimes I jus wonder whether this is my life?
I just wan everything to go smoothly but why its just can't
Seriously,I HATE THIS LIFE!!!
This Life Sucks!!!

Heys ppl!
Back to posting...

Abt ytd:
Ytd got the results...
I'm staying in Express Stream nxt year!
Yeahs~!
But somehow,I'm only happy lyk ytd...

When today I woke up,
I dun even feel happy...
I jus dunnoe why
I think I'm not ji ge in express?
I think I cant catch up with the others...
I'm scared that I may fail my 'O' level
I think my results are not that good after all...
Should I suggest to drop to NA?
I dunnoe lah!!!
Super fan sia...
Even though I'm in express,I dunnoe y I jus feel weird...
Hiaz....

Den today whole day in sch help in Mrs Ang's farewell stuff
Took photos and videos...
Until me now very tired,den my leg very pain also
Dn me now at home do nothing,so blog lor...

Bored!!!!
Haha~!
No show to watch also lor...
So boring~!


Think thats all for the post bah,also nothing much to post
Byes peepos!!!





All our dreams can come true – if we have the courage to pursue them.
- Walt Disney

Father jus called me...
Asked me where I going ltr...
Den he said that see lah need stay one more year
Play play play
Waste my money
Den all I answered was um....

Do you think I wan to drop to NA?
Do you think I feel good too?
Wo hao bu rong yi fang xia,
Now I thinking of it again
Wth!
I can't take it anymore le lah!

Ytd got back our mark sheet...
Results was bad...
Results:
EL-C5
CL-C6
A-maths-F9
Maths-E8
Sci-F9
SS/HIS-F9
D&T-C5

But this not yet the overall results yet...
Wednesday den get results
Today no ned to go sch coz of promotion day
Den tmr ned go get results liao...
So Scared!!!
Cher still say if she shake our hand tmr means we drop to liao...
Hiaz...
I think I will be one of them bahs :(

Today actually ned go council outing but lyk nobody go leh
Zarinar and Yiqing neva go...
Sadded...
Den I neva go also lor
Ltr maybe go Ruiwen hse there play badminton
Hope ltr nothing will happen bah x.x
I really hope they can be friends!

Ytd also went to play badminton with her...
Was quite funny lor coz i wearing her slippers den super slippery
Den I keep slide ^^
I forget alot of skills liao lor...
Sadded sia,and I not pro de lor
Ruiwen more pro den me!
Haha~!

Guess wat...
I'm watching okto now..
Now show to watch leh
Haha~!

Think I'm ending this liao
Nothing to write le...
Blog again next time!




Friendship is just a word
But my girls gave it a meaning

Heys peepos!!!
Back to blog today...

Went to church in the morning
Den chatted abt my results and stuff
Den dunnoe y started crying...
Maybe I'm too stressed out bahs
Den Sis prayed for me
Thanks alot! Felt much better now after crying...
I hold on quite a long time le and now finally release it
Den went for the service
After that ate lunch at coffeeshop
Den went to Cp find Ruiwen...
Helped her buy her food den went to find Jonathan
Coz ytd told him I wanted to go Punggol Beach
Den he today pei me go lor...
Go there awhile and ate ice-cream while waiting bus come

Den went to ave 8
Coz I wan to cut hair...
While I was cutting my hair,he keep yawn at there lor
So paiseh sia,as there only lyk have me him and the ppl who work there
Den the auntie ask him he got that tired mah,or gu yi de...
Haha~!
Went to Mac to buy drink coz very de thristy
Den we at those shop see ppl play PS3
Den Jonathan ask me buy den I say I buy u pay lah!
Haha~!
Super de funny lor....
Aft that jiu go home le

Ltr going hougang mall buy stuff for aunt
See if anybody wan pei me go mah...
If not jiu go alone liao
Sadded :(
Haha~!

Think thats all le bahs
Nothing more to write le
If have,will update asap!
Hehe :P




24 Hours
7 Days
I Love You
Always

Hellos...

Today has been a bad day for me....
The bad thing is I quarrelled with my sister....
Hiaz....
I think I'm not a good sister to her bahs
I've let her down many many times
And I dunnoe what I can do to make this up to her...
I really hope that she will find a better sister den me
Thanks for cheering me up when I'm sad,Sis...
I really appreciated it!
I hope you will live ur life well and not do the wrong things...
I dun wish to see you sad again in the future,okays?
Smiles always Sis :)
And I think this is the last time I'm gonna call you Sis bahs...

Although I have been strong on the outside
But on the inside,I'm jus a weakling afterall...
Sometimes,I have been crying at night without ppl knowing
I tried my best to stop thinking of things that I'm not suppose to...
I tried my best on everything but sometimes it jus doesn't make any sense
My studies have been dropping and dropping...
I think my chances staying in Express is low.
Next year maybe you will see me in NA class bah :(
Maybe you won't feel how I'm feeling now bah...
It won't be easy for me next year if i'm gonna drop to NA
I have to work harder...
I have let alot of people down
Hiaz......



Thank you for The Scars,
The Guilt and The Pain
And Every Tear that I've NEVER Cried

Finally updated another picture that I've edited
I know its not nice... Haha~!
Comment in tagbox...

Here to post for today!!!
Ytd was ZARINAR BIRTHDAY!!!
First in my post is wish her a Belated Happy Birthday!
Coz ytd cannot on com to post...
Den ytd went out with her to celebrate her birthday
11 ppl went including me and her
Went to Downtown East there
Den went to Pasir Ris park play game involving cards...
Had to drink lots of water!
Den Aaron's stomache looks lyk 4 mths pregnent
Next they went for movie but I didn't join them coz I meeting Jonathan for dinner
Meet Jonathan at Cp den ate Mac for dinner...

As I had promise him, I ned to eat for 3 days.
Coz we had a deal,as he have his diving selection ytd
Den I say if he neva pass,I dun eat for 3 days
Den if he pass, I eat for 3 days
Den he pass mah,so I have to eat for 3 days lor...
Ytd we in Cp very high lor,dunnoe for wat reason
Jonathan keep make me,den I say you make me somemore I dun eat
Den he say you dare dun eat arh
Den I say okay okay...
Was super funny lor!

Den we went to walk around den we went to minitoons to buy sweets
Next went to Kiddy Palace see toys...
Last is went to Best see the things that I bought there for the last 2 days
Den he went to play the X-box games,he lyk play until very pek chek lyk that...
Haha~!
Den went home around 9.50pm
Took bus den the bus super cold de lor!

Today super happy coz my new TV is coming ltr!!!
Yeahs~!
*Jonathan should know this*
Haha~!
Finally can watch Tv le...
So long neva watch Tv le lor,its lyk for a few weeks liao lor...
Hiaz... But its coming ltr,between 2pm-5pm
Den ltr maybe Jonathan and Cheow heng coming in the noon
Jonathan wna use com den CH dunnoe him...
Haha~!


Okay, think thats all le lah...
This post is so long le...
Byes ppl!

Heys ppl !!! I'm finally back to blogging!

Exams finally over liao!!!
Yeahs~!
Fang song yi kou qi le!!!
Haha~!
If still have exam de mus Jiayoussss!!!
No ned go sch for 3 days!!!
Shuang sia!

I think I didn't do quite well for my exam?
Haiz... At least I did my best for the subjects...
Haha~!
For today,my last paper was D&T...
Confirm flunk that paper,coz I neva study for it
Den aft that went home to change den went to Hougang interchang to meet Cheow Heng
Went to tampines de CPF building coz he finding job...
Took bus back to Hougang plaza find Jonathan
He was very angry coz we was late...
*For more info, go Jonathan blog*
They went to eat the western food den aft that we went to play pool
At first I was very lousy, but now I got the hang of it...
Was quite fun playing with them
Jonathan became my teacher!
Haha~! He teach me how to play de...
Thanks alot!

Aft that they came my house play 3 men mahjong...
Den became very bored...
Cheow Heng fixed my wireless connection, if not I can't use my com now!
Thanks too!!!
Watch youtube videos,was very er xin lor!
Think tonight can't slp liao le lor...
Haha~!

Now is waiting for EOY result come out liao...
Hope its still okay bahs :)

Think thats all for today bahs :)
Tmr maybe going out again!
See how lor :)

My exam schedule:

2 Oct: Eng & Chi paper 1
5 Oct: Eng & Chi paper 2
12 Oct: Maths paper 1
13 Oct: SS paper & A-Maths
14 Oct: Sci (Chem) & History
15 Oct: Sci (Physic)
16 Oct: Maths paper 2 & DnT

4 Papers Down
8 More Papers to go !!!
Jiayousss Everybody!!!!

Ppl, I think I'm not going update my blog for the moment...
Coz my exam is coming le,ned to revise...
So won't be blogging until end of exam :)
Sry guys...
Hiaz...
Ned chiong for this exam le, I mus pass at least 3 or 4 subject to stay in express
If not I will drop to NA
Ah~!!!!
Mus Jiayoussss!!!

Gambateh everybody!
Byes ppl!
Good Luck too!!!

My exam schedule:
2 Oct: Eng & Chi paper 1
5 Oct: Eng & Chi paper 2
12 Oct: Maths paper 1
13 Oct: SS paper & A-Maths
14 Oct: Sci (Chem) & History
15 Oct: Sci (Physic)
16 Oct: Maths paper 2 & DnT

Finally the first exam is over!
I managed to do it
But I think the chinese abit difficult...
Had to think a long time of the story to write
Den almost cannot finish lor...
But lucky finsh just 3 mins before times up
Haha~!

Aft that went to meet Ruiwen Alvin and Zhenyu for lunch
I went out of sch den saw Alvin and Zhenu but neva see Ruiwen
Den they both tell me she inside
Den I say I neva see her...
Sent sms to her tell her I outside sch le
Alvin went in find her
Den Alvin come out first den Ruiwen
She told me she at canteen but I scan through the whole canteen also neva see her...
Den nvm lor
Aft that we walk to Cp
Den Jonathan called me...
he ask where me coz my dictionary still with him
I totally forget abt my dictionary lor
Waited for him at the traffic light there
Walked together to Cp den he rush go buy things...
Saw the boys waiting at the escalator there
Den we went down to KFC to makan
The boys neva wait de lor...
They go buy their food first den we slowly walk over to queue
They queue one side den we queue another side...
In the end we still faster den them
We buy finish le their turn still not yet
Den we went back to our seat first lor...
Waited for them to come back
Den we eat lor...
Den Alvin super funny de lor
I accidentally hit my head against the stone wall...
SO PAIN SIA!!!!

Aft that I finish le jiu wanted to slack de
But Alvin go home lor.... Ps us lor....
Den we discuss abt the family outing
Aft that went to library find any place we can go for the outing
Saw Weikang they all...
They decided to come my hse use my com and find
Den I say okay lor
Find finish le,Ruiwen jiu started playing audi
Let her play lor,coz she long time neva play liao...

Den abt 7plus they went home den sent Ruiwen to busstop
Den I go home...
Was super de tired
Ate my dinner den watch awhile tv den go slp...
I slpt at abt 10plus but before 10.30pm
Haha~

Tmr jiu START exam le!!!
OMG!!!
First paper is jus TOMORROW!!!

My exam schedule:
2 Oct: Eng & Chi paper 1
5 Oct: Eng & Chi paper 2
12 Oct: Maths paper 1
13 Oct: SS paper & A-Maths
14 Oct: Sci (Chem) & History
15 Oct: Sci (Physic)
16 Oct: Maths paper 2 & DnT

Exams Exams and MORE Exams!!!!
AH~!!!!!
MUS STUDY LE!!!
If dun study jiu die liao...
Hiaz~

But most of all,
JIAYOUSSS EVERYBODY FOR EOY!!!
Mus do your best wor everybody!!!
Jiayousss !!!!

Bye peoples~
Cya guys tmr in sch wor!!!
Haha~