I really cant hold on anymore...
Can anybody help me?
Help me to stand on my feet again like last time?
Must things happen this way?
Problems yet settle and the other starts coming...
How should I settle?
Maybe transferring school would be a good idea?
Arh~! PROBLEMS PROBLEMS PROBLEMS!!!!
Why must it happen at this time?


F___ing STRESS!!!!

I'm stressed out!
I really wanted to slit sometimes but I controlled myself
Arh~!
What should I do?

I've have nothing more to say le

( Taken from cheryl blog)

I'm currently addicted to this show!!!
Its so nice and the guy are so SHUAI!!!! Ah~!
You may think i siao liao... But I'm not. Haha xD

I think this post is super short coz I have almost nothing to post?
Okay lah, abt today....
Today must post,if not ltr kor say everytime go ot with him neva post... Haha xD
Went out with kor today to Bishan to buy stuff
He bought the present already...
Den I saw a BOF calander!!! OMG!!!
Den I keep asking him whether should I buy or not...
Den he say scissors paper stone
I be the yes den he be the no
Den in the end I won...
I bought the calender for $15...
The pictures inside is super the nice lor!!!
I love it so much!!!
Hahas xD

Thats all bah...
Ned go do homework ler...
Guess this is not a short post afterall...
Haha :)
Byes *waves*

I'll just have to face it alone den

Thats all I have to say
Please do not question me or stuff
Coz I will not answer any of them

Even if you wan to disown me, I wont say anything ...
Coz I have disappointed you in a way or another
And I dun wan to disappoint you again...

Feel lyk slitting again...
SAD :(

Ytd was quite sad...
Coz I made my kor angry den until now he dun wan to talk to me...
Hiaz.... What can I do?
Wait him finish angry first bah...
I didn't mean it de...
This is the first time he got angry with me and not talking to me...

Ytd he had CCA i think...
Den saw him there...
Went to the toilet den he jus nice at the locker there with his cadets..
I didnt look at him and I jus walk pass him...
When I came out of the toilet, I walked pass him again Without talking to him...
Normally he would lyk play with me de lor...
But now....
When he told me that he doesnt want to talk to me, I felt lyk crying...
And he said that I had disappointed him... I'm sorry

Just bcoz of 1 thing, his angry with me...
I that time really didnt noe what I was tpying...
Den aft that he replied he dun wan talk to me le
Den I ask what I do?
He asked me go read previous sms I sent to him...
Den I was lyk omg I sent him something that he doesnt wan to see
I said sorry to him, but he was angry with me...

I noe that I was wrong, and I said sorry...
If you still angry I can't do anything...
Den I'll jus keep quiet den...

Why things always happen not the way I wanted ?
I'm stressed
I really feel lyk giving up...

The 3D2N camp is cancelled but change to a 2D camp...
Although was quite upset abt it, but it was still fun lah...
Was surprise that this camp that abt 10 NT pupils who wanted to join SC
Hahas :)

I got to know more sec 1s and can observe them...
My group was the 1st group.
Group name: SOTONG (coz we dunnoe what group name we want)
Members: Edwin (sec 2 SC)
Me (sec 3 SC)
Aimston (sec 1)
Rishard (sec 1)
Haziqah (sec 1)
Clarisa (sec 1)
Natasha (sec 1)

For first day of camp, the five sec 1 was present.
Den second day of camp, only 3 sec 1 was present. Sadded :(
Had talks given by Mr Chua, Mrs Shariff, Liyen and others...
The game organise was quite fun lah...
Den my group members was quite funny sometimes
especially Aimston (cutie)... Haha!
He is quite small in size den very shy sometimes...
Was very tired aft the camp...
Aft the 2nd day, reached home at abt 10 plus coz
Aft the briefing and stuff,we chatted with someone...
Felt sad for her... Hiaz...
Den me and zarinar went to rivervale mall to buy bubble tea
After that went to take bus home...

This post is abt camp stuff....
And somehow or what, I enjoyed the camp.
But if there is stay overnight is better but too bad...
Coz of the H1N1 cannot stay in school.

The end for this post
Nothing much lah actually....

And one more thing that happened during the camp which I was super angry
SOMEONE said that I was a spoiled brat...
I don't mind ppl say I'm a spoiled brat, but YOU dun ned to say until my mother...
HE said that my mother spoiled me
HE can say anything he want about me, but not say about my MOTHER
HE can say that I'm spoiled brat...
Although I'm the only child, my mother sometimes did not give me what I wanted...
He totally _____ to the core
I will not forgive him de for saying that kind of things
I ____ him!

Think only those who know who I'm talking abt will noe how I felt
Those who dunnoe its okay coz u dun nid know and dun bother about asking

Schools reopening in about 1 weeks time....
And My Homework havnt finish yet !!!
OMG!!!
Y some ppl can finish it lyk within a week?
They are super pro de lor...
Chionging homework~!!!
Chiong ah!!!!
Hope can finish it bah...
At least I an half way done with Physics,Chemistry and Maths..
Others subject not yet finish...
Hiaz...
Sometimes feeling so stressed up with homeworks given

Today actually have tuition with my aunt relative,but she's sick and cant meet up today...
Ltr Ruiwen and Zhenyu coming my hse... Think ltr ruiwen confirm use my com play audi...
Haha xD

Tmr I'm going camp in sch
I'll be back on the 2oth...
So don't miss me too much eh?
Haha xD (very bhb rite?)
Anything can sms me lah,although I may not reply you...

To my friends:
Those who also havnt finish the homework same as me,
JIAYOUSSS JIAYOUSSS JIAYOUSSS!!!!
Lets chiong until the end!!!
Haha :D
Jambateh !!!

No more to blog le....
Sian sia....
I'm gonna blog when I come back from camp

Signing off~
Byes

Heys...
I'm still awake, hahas...
I can't sleep sia...
What can I do?
Thats nothing I can do, so ended up blogging....
Fews days never blog le...

Today woke up at around 11 plus
Den jiu sms ruiwen see what time she coming return my laptop
Den we go cp makan lunch.
We suppose to meet samuel eat lunch de lor
In the end only me ruiwen and zhenyu eat only...
Sam came at abt 5 plus? Not sure timing...
After that help ruiwen abit den auntie serene call me
She ask me help her take stock to shop. Den I help her lor...
Helped ruiwen do the stuff den the a sand art coz auntie wan me do...
Lols :P
After auntie came den went to toilet to wash hand
and went to buagkok mrt station de NTUC buy stuff...
Den went to take bus home...


Today neva pei you much...
Psps, Sry...
Nxt time bahz ...

I want this song 'Lies' by BigBang
Anybody have this song pls tell me
Alicato!!!

Think thats all for this post...
Still have alot of hw sia...
Trying to finish...

Haiz...
Byes...

OMG !!!
My closest korkor is SICK !!!
Hope he GET WELL soon....
My funniest korkor cannot pei me sms currently
Really hope he faster recover den he can pei me sms :)
And also havnt seen him for quite a few days le lor...
Sadded :(
Faster Recover Wor KorKor !!!
I miss you very much !!! ( dedicated to korkor)

For today's post:
Actually today had nothing much...
Stayed at home for the whole day
Sianz...
I did homework for this whole day...
Actually he wanted to come my hse pei me de
but I now currently staying at my de hse
So he cannot come pei me...
SAD :(
Sry today neva pei you...
But at least pei you through sms only
Was very sian lor...
Nothing much for today bahs...
A very very very very short post
Hehe :)


Byes friends
Haha xD

Yosh people !!!!
I lent my laptop to Ruiwen again... Haha
Coz she wan play audi den lend her com play lor...
See I so good de lor... BHB rite? Haha xD

Today went to Yiqing hse do chinese project
Den we did abit, choosing blogskin and the info stuff, but still got alot to do
So maybe will meet up again to finish it bah...
We also gossiped abt things....
Which is a secret, Haha xD
Only within 5 of us know only, Hehe
Heard some shocking news and gossips....
When I first heard it, I really felt that the beach is very what sia...
What the fish sio...
I never do anything to you den you say this kind of things...
Do you have any face de ? Say this kind of things...
You are not the person I know...
Hiaz...
I don't wish to say anymore le lah...
Say le more piss off
Those who know abt it will understand what I am talking...

After that watch the movie "The End Of The World"
Its qute nice lah,but I dunnoe what qing and zarinar will think of that show...
Hope they think its nice... Haha xD
Den after the show ended, we went to cp
As kalinda wans to straw to fold stars...
Slack awhile at cp den pei him awhile
Den went to take bus to go buagkok mrt station there de NTUC
Meeting my auntie there coz she wans to buy things there....

Den met Ruiwen at my hse there de busstop
She went up to my auntie hse to take the com...
Before she take the com go home, I use awhile first... Haha :)
I will miss you de laptop! Haha xD
She confirm now playing audi liao de lor, I guess...
Since she my meimei den I lend her lor :)


Think thats all le bah?
If have more to update will update de...
Hahas :D
Byes people!!!

Holidays are finally here !!!!
Hope can relax but can't , must concentrate on my studies liao...
Guess wat? I failed all my subjects... Hiaz....
But I dun wan to cope up at home all day...
I want to go out!!!

Today actually got work from 4pm-10pm at kiddy art de lor
Den suay suay my father today neva work
Den went to cp today den saw me there
Ask me go home,told him to go home first.
He ask me go home NOW
I was lyk WAT THE HELL!
I HATE him sia
Everything I do is always wrong de lah
He do is correct de lah

As if I care so much?
I want to do what, nobody can stop me from doing
If you are, I'm gonna hate you forever!
That what I'm gonna do from now on...

Sian sia.... Stay at home also nothing to do
I rather go work lor,at least let me be occupied
Hiaz...

Think thats all bah....
Nothing to post le lah
Angry at the moment...
Don't wan to be disturb!
Byes