This is my 100th post for my blog!!!
Yeahs!!! Haha~!

BUT I think this post will be quite emo de bahs...

Y things have been happening?
Y mus things happen?
Y mus things be happening right now?
Y it cant be after everything has settle down?
I have been thinking abt all this question this few days...
So sometimes when u see me sad , pls dun ask me
And I dun wish to share, I dun wish to add any burden to anybody
I think I can handle bahs?
If I cant,I think I will beng kui lyk last time bah
Studies getting worst and worst...
What you expect from me?
All subjects pass?
I dun think I can even stay in express anymore...
Maybe nxt year I'll drop to NA bahs

I know there is alot of people caring for me
I dun wish to disappoint them
I wan to do them proud...
BUT CAN I?
CAN I DO IT?

I have been asking myself this...
But I jus cant get the answer for myself
Teachers approached me and talked to me
Sometimes, I think that I'm of no use, jus a useless person...
Everytime I feel like crying out in school or even at home
But I dun dare to,
coz I scared I let my teachers friends or family members worry about me
I dun wan them to worry for me

I jus wan to finish my studies properly and graduate...
This two nights I have been crying until I sleep
Thinking about this and my mother's death...
Y didn't I wake up earlier to check?
Y didn't I?
Questioning myself this questions...
On the cover of me, I may be strong and look like I have let go
But in the inside, I'm jus a weakling who havn't let go

Pretending to be happy is so hard!
Can I jus stop pretending happy and show my true self?
I really can't take it anymore!
I going back to old self again...

Y can't things jus go as per normal?
Y mus it have up and downs?
I can't take it anymore!
I think I am getting even more emotional den before...
I think have changed to another person le...
I think I have let the stress took over me...
I can't seem to control myself from crying...

Firstly,
I wan to say a
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KALINDA !!!
Ytd was her birthday,Haha~

Den ytd was the FIRST OFFICIAL Random clique outing!!!
Yeahs~!
I was very late for the outing...
They ate kfc for breakfast den started taking photos...
Den went to a place to take photos...
Guess the place?
Its the toilet!
Haha~!
Started taking taking and more takings...
Was quite funny lor
Den aft that me and zarinar went home first
Den Kalinda Samantha and Qing went to Sam's hse...

Took 161 home and guess wat?
Met Jonathan on the bus,so qiao lor...
Neva expect to see him on the bus
He going his grandma hse...
Den me going back home do homework den go out again...

Abt 4plus went to Cp find Ruiwen they all
Went to sculpture to play with candles
Den got police come den we tio caught...
They asked a few questions lor...
Then lyk that lor...
*skipped*
Aft that went to send michelle home den went to zhenyu hse put things...
Took bus to Ruiwen hse coz she wan to feed her dog
Went to ave 8 to eat dinner
Den meet Samuel they all lor..
Samuel looked so wierd!
Haha~! Didn't recognised him lor

Aft that things happen,which I dun wanna say...
Sent ruien to busstop den I went to take bus lor
Reached home abt 10.30pm
Chatted until 12plus den went to slp...


Thats all le
Byes ppl!
Exams coming le, Jiayousss Jiayousss!!!!

Back to posting...
My blog seems dead le
Not updating since 20th until now
Had been quite busy with homeworks
And almost everyday I have been doing
Maths Maths Maths and more Maths!
A-maths and Maths...
OMG!!!
AH~!!!!!
I have almost forgot the things taught in the first half of the year
And now recalling back all the formulas
Sadde :(
Really hope I can pass my EOY and stay in Express and not drop to NA...

Ltr having tuition at 6.30pm and now I at home blogging den
Ltr go over to aunt hse for tuition lor
Today me only have two lesson for the whole sch day,
Which is DnT and Maths...
We did the rest of our solidwork stuff and we handed in for grading
I hope I pass lor,spent alot of time doing it
Haha~!
Den today Qing neva come sch coz she went for her check up...
Den recess waited for the others to come down...
I bought my food first den waited
Aft awhile they came down
Ate my food den went back to class to do abit of Maths homework,as ltr going through
Went down to find Jonathan at his class
Chatted until bell ring den he wanted to send me back to class
But walk until staircase there,saw Mrs Ng den walk back class with her
Told her I dunnoe how do the maths homework

She went through but some I still blur blur de...
But tried to understand the method to do
Digest awhile on the working and stuff
Aft that jiu bell ring den went down to find Ruiwen they all
Jiu pei them awhile den ruiwen went to choir den left me and zhenyu
Den he go find his friends...
Den Jonathan came to find me
He accompanied me until his cca start training
Lina also was there chatting also
Coz today suppose to have her badminton training but her coach neva come
Den both of us waited for the two xiao jie to come out from choir

Me ruiwen and zhenyu went to cp to find ruiwen's mum
Coz she buying dog's food
Aft that took bus home
Rest awhile ltr jiu go over to homework and tuition le
Think the nxt few days I wont be using com again bahs...
Coz EOY coming le,
Its jus another 1 WEEK to go!
AH~!!!!
Revision Revision and more Revision
I mus pass my EOY,at least 4 subjects!




Unpredictable Moodswings this days
Jus dunnoe why...
Hiaz...

Today morning wake up at abt 11plus
Den aft jiu eat brunch
Aft that jiu do homework
Den jiu do until abt 5 plus
Go bath den go ruiwen hse for birthday party...
Reach her hse abt 5.55pm lyk that
Eat dinner den aft that rest awhile jiu cut cake
Her friends den sabo her,apply cake on her face
Den she took a plate of water den started splashing anyone she see
Den ruiwen kana the water
Den me started to siam coz I dun wan to get wet
Hahaha~!

Aft that eat the cake...
The cake very de nice coz is chocolate de
My favourite!
Haha~!
Den aft that started cleaning up
Help abit lor...
Aft that pei ruiwen sent ppl home
Reach her hse abt 9.20pm
Den went to busstop take bus lor...

Reached my aunt hse abt 9.50pm
Den went home to use com...
I now at home using com le lor...
Hahaha~!

Actually today nothing much de lor
Den the party quite fun!
Nxt time mus invite me wor!

Gtg le lahs~!
Byes ppl!


Counting Down: 12 DAYS LEFT !!!

I'm back people!!
Haha~!
This few days very de tired lor...
Even neva do much things also tired
Sadded....
Todays lesson nothing much...
Sat outside class do maths again
Den me and junting started designing our shoe
Very de fun lor...
Aft that went to recess
Went to take height co ytd suppose to take
But neva take coz I forget abt it
Psps Mr Leong!
He is super funny de lor...
I lyk him alot,although sometimes he very not nice la
But mostly is nice de lor

Aft recess was LCE lesson...
Talked abt self time management
Den Mrs Ng started starring at me lor...
Haha~!
Did some questions den lyk that lor...
Aft that was English,went through the 'O' level de book
Den last lesson was chinese,which was filing...
Sians lor...
My file only got lyk a few things only
But neva mind,Haha~!

Den aft sch went to punggol beach with environmental de sec 3 pupils...
Went there do water testing...
If wan see pics jiu go Yiqing there see
There have alot of photos...
Finish le jiu went back to sch den went to econ find the others
Waited for Ruiwen de CCA finish den went to Cp coz chanel wan buy things...
From there took bus 161 home with ruiwen

Tuition from 7.30pm-10pm
Den now very tired lor...
Think I going to slp le lor...
Haha~!

Nites and sweet dreams wor!!!

Counting down to EOY: 15 DAYS LEFT!!!
Jiayousss people!!!

Crying at the moment....
Today is a super bad day for me
Didnt had mood for tuition today
So told my aunt den she told the tuition teacher...
Den tuition cancelled...
Den went slacking around...
My mood still didnt get well
Aft that ate ice-cream,thought that it would help,but it didnt
In fact, it went down even more...
Den aft that ruiwen had to go home le
Took bus den in bus emo lor...
Listen to song lor : ni bu zai
Den Ruiwen& Elaine keep cheer me up
But I act to happy abit lor
Den alight the bus den listen song abit here and there...
Aft that went to ruiwen hse slack until 10pm
Took bus 325 home den reach home abt 10.30pm
On bus sms-ed jonathan told him abt stuff
Grandma at home le but dad haven reach home yet...
Den when at hse downstairs I wanted to cry
But I cant coz if I cry and go home,my grandma confirm worry de
Den I keep lor...
I tried not to be sad when I come into my hse
Den I come inside my room den on com...

Used com awhile den download phone the themes
Coz the themes i using see until sian le...
But only manage to download two ONLY
Sadded :(
Den actually I'm not that sad le lor,
Den my dad come home...
Come into my room den he started scolding me
Say y I neva go tuition, tuition fee 200 plus per month
Den still say I waste his money...

WTF? Den I ren dun cry out le...
Until he went out of my room den my tears start dripping le...
Is not I dun wan tuition,is really very stress le lor!
Den somemore no mood to tuition le coz keep thinking stuff
Exams coming den tuition homework also so much,sch homework also so much
How can I cope?
So many stuff!
WTF lah!!!
They jus dun understand how I feel...

Crying crying crying ....
Gtg le...

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Tmr start sch le!
Haiz...
Holidays gone, School back
Homeworks undone
Sadded :(

Tmr got Science ST
Start sch jiu got Test le lor...
How sad :(
But nvm,study for this test and hope I pass bahs
EOY mus Jiayousss!!!!
I wan stay at Express!
I wan this class!!!
I love my class alot!
They are FUN and FUNNY too!!!
And I love the teacher too!!!
Which is...... Mrs Ng~!
She's cute and funny!
3G- Mess with one
Mess with all!!!

I think I tmr confirm tio gan de lor...
Homeworks not done
Things haven pass up
Hiaz....
I think I am getting more stressed up...
Tuition homework also haven do
which three maths revision exercise
and my english essay!
Ahhhhhhhh~~~!!!!!

Today went to church den
aft that went to Cp slack
Find ruiwen den waited for Jonathan come pei me eat dinner
He came den went to eat KFC de snackers
Aft eat le, he jiu go home while i at kiddy art slack
Wait ruiwen do finish work den go home together
Den now blogging lo...
Ltr doing my maths homework
Difficult lo x.x
But I still tried my best


I got one thing to say:
ABCDEFG

Which means:
All Boys Cannot Do Everything For Girls



I think I go do maths le...
Byes~

Yosh friends!!!!

Randoms~
I miss you guys, ALOT!!!
Hope to see you guys soon when sch reopen...
Really miss you guys :)
Ohya! And most of all,
JIayousss for EOY wor!!!

Gans~
Cya guys when sch reopen wor!
Dun get sick this few days
Coz the weather has been changing and changing
Take care of ur health wor!
Smiles :]
Jiayousss for EOY ppl!!!!

Friends & others~
JIayousss for the coming EOY
Hope you all pass with flying colours!

Okay lah,think thats the end of the wishes that I wan to say...

Lets start blogging...
I very long neva blog le lor...
I think I abt 1 week neva blog le?
Had no chance to use com until now
Tuition jus finish half an hour ago..
And there is still slot of homework to do...
Both School and Tuition
Dun think I can finish it?
Hiaz...

Morning went for medical review at 10.30am
Den came back home abt 11 plus going 12pm
Ate my lunch den wait for tuition teacher to come
She came at abt 1pm
Den start tuition lor...
*Skip*
Aft tuition,nothing to do...
Den came inside the com room den saw the com on de
Den now blogging lor,
If not I dunnoe when is the nxt time that I will use the com again...
Ppl have been asking me to update my blog
But I cant use my com how to update?
Hahaha~

Now I nothing to do le...
Sianz~~~~
Last few days nothing much happen leh..
If not I will start talking abt it le
Let me think
.......'thinking'........
Dun think have lah
Haha~

Tmr going Qing hse do DnT de homework
Meeting her and Rayen at cp at 10.30am
Thats early de lor....
Haha~
But hor,I dun even have the thing how do leh?
Hiaz...
But Nvm, I will think of something de

Now jus waiting for time to pass bah...
And also, EOY coming soon le...
Counting down: 20 days left
Jiayousss peepos!!!!
Jiayous Jiayous Jiayous wor :)

Think thats all?
Thinking of changing blogskin,
But dunnoe what should I change?
Any suggestion?
If have,pls tag there --->
Hahaha~

Guess wat ppl?
Facebook Death Time:
I took the test and the result...

I'll pass away:
Date: February 23 of 2010 at 4:56 pm.
Cause: Died by a severe allergic reaction to Equagesic
Age: 15 years old

Hahahaha~!!!!
No more le...
Got to go le
Byes people!!!!

Here to blog...
Today's mood has been up and downs
I just dunnoe y
Maybe is jus me or wat
I myself may think I'm crazy
Moodswings...
Sry ppl if I had scold you or wat..
I didn't mean it...

As for today,
Had DnT lesson den have test
I think I will fail that test sia
No confidence in that test, ned draw alot of things lor
Most anyhow draw de...
The most I get jus pass or fail
Hiaz...
Den nxt was recess den Maths lesson
Got back my class test for maths
Guess how much I got?
Is a pathetic single 1
1/30...
Actually I expected that this would happen coz I neva revise
But still okay
Aft that teacher gave out our progress report card
My results SUCKS!
Idk if I had improved or wat
But what I noe is I still must Jiayousss for my EOY!!!

My results as below:
Eng, C6
Chinese, E8
A Maths, C6
Maths, D7
Combine Sci, D7
Combine Humanities, F9
D&T, A1

Aft that went to meet Yiqing at her hse downstairs
Den went back to sch to sign the CCA form and stuff
Den went to CP to meet Dagege and JH
So long neva see them le lor
Den Dagege wear specs den not xi guan see him wear specs
Aft that we ate kfc for lunch and chatted at there while eating
Went to slack awhile at SKCC
Chatted and drawed abit of stuff...
Den abt 4.25 lyk that walked back to CP den sent Yiqing to the bridge there
Parted with each other den went to interchange to take bus with Dagege and JH

Took bus 156 with them...
They alight first den was me
I'm always the last to alight...
Haha~
Aft that started to emo le
Dunnoe y...
Alighted the bus den wanted to go econ buy jolly shandy drink de
But think abt it,at home still have jiu neva buy le
Take lift go up den open my door


Den nothing le lor...
Thats all bahs...
I think I may not post my blog for the nxt few weeks
Coz I'm not at home,will be staying at aunt hse during this holiday...
Sadded :(
If I got the chance to update,will try to update...
Anything jiu call or sms me bah...
Got To Go le
Having tuition at 6.30pm-8pm
So dun disturb me during this time
Byes peepos!






Its all in the past le...
Nothing will be come back again...
Whatever I do, it doesn't help le
Whats gone has been gone
Nothing can bring it back again