Hellos...

Today has been a bad day for me....
The bad thing is I quarrelled with my sister....
Hiaz....
I think I'm not a good sister to her bahs
I've let her down many many times
And I dunnoe what I can do to make this up to her...
I really hope that she will find a better sister den me
Thanks for cheering me up when I'm sad,Sis...
I really appreciated it!
I hope you will live ur life well and not do the wrong things...
I dun wish to see you sad again in the future,okays?
Smiles always Sis :)
And I think this is the last time I'm gonna call you Sis bahs...

Although I have been strong on the outside
But on the inside,I'm jus a weakling afterall...
Sometimes,I have been crying at night without ppl knowing
I tried my best to stop thinking of things that I'm not suppose to...
I tried my best on everything but sometimes it jus doesn't make any sense
My studies have been dropping and dropping...
I think my chances staying in Express is low.
Next year maybe you will see me in NA class bah :(
Maybe you won't feel how I'm feeling now bah...
It won't be easy for me next year if i'm gonna drop to NA
I have to work harder...
I have let alot of people down
Hiaz......



Thank you for The Scars,
The Guilt and The Pain
And Every Tear that I've NEVER Cried